allow me to re-introduce myself.

Stacy M. Manzano. Rutgers.19.

this is a place where I can express my emotions without being judged for it. I believe that everything happens for a reason and if its meant to be then it'll happen again. i live my life with no regrets and do something crazy once in a while. there's no point in living life on the safe side because you never know when it's your time to go. so let loose and take a risk, you just might like the adrenaline....

oh and a side note, football is everything to me<3

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stuck between a good place and something else.

you know when you’re put in a situation whether you don’t know if you should take the chance or not? yea, thats me right now. this can turn out to go to one of two ways and i don’t even know where my head is at. am i truly scared of what could happen or just not feeling it? i honestly have no idea but i know i need to make a decision sooner or later

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manipulation.

something that i have learned along the years and just used it to get something out of somebody :D

Permalink evelyn would appreciate this post lmao
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summer ‘12

the summer is finally here and i’m back on tumblr. finals this spring semester was pretty hectic but i managed to pull it off. although the academic year didn’t end like i wanted to, it taught me some important lessons as well as im too young to be worrying about something that is so minor now. like one of my friend’s told me “one door closes and another one opens”. as for now im trying to enjoy my summer as much as possible, catching up with friends and starting new adventures. junior year is only three months away and i can’t believe that its already here. it feels like i just graduated high school last year. before i know it i’ll be writing a post about graduation o.O but that can wait a couple more years. just like my tattoo says “viver a vida, nao se arrepende” - live life, no regrets. which is exactly what i’m doing…

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We all have that one ex.

Who fucked us over with emotions and the worst feelings on Earth. Who taught us so much, yet gave us so much pain. Who you gave everything to, and didn’t get as much back. But we all have that ex, who made us give up a little on love.

(via troppobreve)

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post spring break

ever since spring break my life has changed in the smallest way possible. i had a feeling 2012 wasn’t going to be as good as 2011. i was let down in a way that i never thought possible but it made me realize that i can’t expect the best out of people because those are the ones that are going to let me down. people ask me how i’ve been dealing with the situation at hand and i always nod and say in a mature way but  its honestly killing me deep down inside. because of one night and one single action that could have been avoided, things have changed. i don’t know if its for the best or worst but judgement day is only 5 days away. one of my friends told me to just believe that the best can happen but i must prepare myself for the worst case scenario. if i could change this i honestly would but its not within my reach anymore. sometimes i wonder to myself how i haven’t broken down more than once and i honestly can’t find an answer for myself. the one thing i do know is that i cannot let this ruin the rest of my year. the summer is almost near and i need to finish off this year strong. i started off the year on a good note and i intend to end it the same way. regardless of what happens in between.

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wow i havent been on tumblr in months !

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Permalink So i got this little guy for Valentine&#8217;s Day and i actually enjoyed that day. The last time i had a good valentine&#8217;s day must have been 8th grade and every year after that has been a disaster. To my surprise, this was at my door and I couldn&#8217;t stop smiling when i saw it. It definitely made my day, not to mention I had a Vday dinner with my girls &lt;3 ok enough of this mushiness, just thought i should share :)